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Thursday, August 29th, 2002
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4:44 am - Yay!
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Yes, I have a Live Journal now...Dead Journal's server was too slow. So here I am with a paid account with nice fast servers, woohhoo!
Must head to bed though...heading over to North Shore Animal League in the morning, then off to the nail saloon. Grrrr...I don't mind seeing puppies but I hate being around nail polish fumes...
current mood: sleepy
current music: Blind Guardian - Mordred's Song
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| Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
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11:00 pm
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Are you Addicted to the Internet?
Hardcore Junkie (61% - 80%)
While you do get a bit of sleep every night and sometimes leave the house, you spend as much time as you can online. You usually have a browser, chat clients, server consoles, and your email on auto check open at all times. Phone? What's that? You plan your social events by contacting your friends online. Just be careful you don't get a repetitive wrist injury...
The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!
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| Thursday, June 13th, 2002
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1:13 am
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AH, been busy the past few days. Actually had friends over, which hasn't been -too- often lately. Tuesday Nikole came by and went in the pool. She threw Tom in the pool, with his clothes on, I might add his NEW clothes he was only wearing for a few hours haha Today I had Leslie come by, haven't seen her in awhile. Put in my Air Conditioner while she was over so I am a happy lil' bastard, no more sweating my ass off. Weee Also been doing school work and other misc. stuff so 'Stina is busy! All my school work is done 'cept English, I got an extension on my research paper. I finished tutoring for everything else and completed work. After the ENglish is done, all I have to do is take my English regents, then my History regents and I'll be done. Yay, now I can look for a job ^^
current mood: busy
current music: Strapping Young Lad - War
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| Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
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3:05 pm - fucked up people on IRC...
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< Thor > life's a box of sex toys
< Thor > you never know what gets shoved up your ass
current mood: tired
current music: Dimmu Borgir - Metal Heart
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| Sunday, June 9th, 2002
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11:08 pm - JEDI!!
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| Saturday, June 8th, 2002
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12:44 am - <3
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What a kick ass animal...a natural mack daddy! I want him now!
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| Friday, June 7th, 2002
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5:23 pm - ack
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| Thursday, June 6th, 2002
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7:19 pm - weeeee
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Ah, haven't updated. Anyways, on Tuesday I FINALLY got my driving permit! Yay! Only got 1 wrong on the test so that made me happy. Got extensions on due dates for school work and I'm actually doing the work so it's doing pretty good. In a better mood than usually, because I'm busy and don't have the time to think about stuff. I'm rather content and would like a sno cone ^^
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7:18 pm - Trent was always one of the cooler characters...
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When the term "slacker" was coined, they must have had Trent in mind. Trent spends most of his time playing guitar in, and writing songs for, his band.
current mood: busy
current music: Apoptygma Berzerk - Until the End of the World
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| Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
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3:48 pm - wah?
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Malnourished
(Normal Spoiled Dysfunctional Adult)
Like the tale of the pirate and the lamb in "Siddhartha," you were
once fat as hell, but, through many faults of your own, are now
*Malnourished* on the inside (NSDA). Your tender little baby is wanting of
teats and milk. You would do well to let her suckle some.
All of your issues can be solved with an "emotional hamburger,"
i.e., treat your baby right. Find something to love and love it. Find
something to buy and buy it. Find something to grope and grope it. This is
the way of the inner child feeding frenzy.
Another avenue to explore may be giving your inner child up for
adoption to someone who can love it better than you.
current music: YOSHIKI - Silent Jealousy
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| Sunday, June 2nd, 2002
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12:09 am - ...
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I've been feeling jealous a lot lately, I don't know why. I'm jealous people have a good amount of friends they can confide in and see often. I'm jealous of people who have jobs. I'm jealous of those who are perfectly happy with the way things are going for them. Why aren't I one of this people? What did I do that was wrong? Aren't I a good person? ...I try to be but I guess I'm not.
I don't understand any of it. Ever since I've been on home tutoring I've been thinking too much, this is no good. More free time to think means more negative thoughts...thinking about regrets and other random thoughts. I hate it. Why must I be like this? I think and don't tell anyone I know. I'm too closed up with the few friends I have. This journal is the only output, I don't want to burden people with my thoughts or ideas.
Tom was upset about me not telling him how I felt when he saw the journal, which I can understand. He wants me to be open to him...it just seems so hard. I hate bitching or complaining to people. I find it easier to put it into words and post it, thinking that no one was going to read my babble. I was wrong, more people than I know read it, people whom I don't even know. I never considered anyone would want to read this, especially if they didn't know me.
I've been thinking about everything but that little fact, people are paying attention to what I put in here. It's a strange thing to concieve in my mind. People who know me are reading this, yet I have no clue who they are! It's really odd...
I need to go do something to get my mind off things. Back to school work...
current mood: jealous
current music: Apoptygma Berzerk - Eclipse
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| Wednesday, May 29th, 2002
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3:11 pm - huh?
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12:58 am - *drools*
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Courtesy of JiVe
current mood: amused
current music: Bickley - Pink Power Ranger
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| Monday, May 27th, 2002
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8:58 pm - *blinks*
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Been awhile since I wrote a real entry...I've just been uber lazy and had no concentration to do anything.
For some reason I feel depressed and lonely...been awhile since I felt like this. Things have been ok recently. I need to do something...I seriously have no life. I sleep, go on the computer, and go to doctors. That's it. I need to get a job and social life, have fun with friends. I can't take this anymore. I can't spend my life online. I know I can't totally withdrawl because I do enjoy going online, but lately things have been pissing me off.
Little things make me upset...like the phone. I hate it with a passion. Everytime it rings I have a sudden violent urge...which is the reason why I had to recently replace the phone in my room. WHen it's Tom on the other line, I can feel my arm shaking, because I clench it so tightly...causing the veins to pop out of my arm.
I wish I could think about this more, but I -really- should be doing homework if I want to pass the 11th grade...I probably won't be able to with my luck. I need motivation. I need something, I'm lacking something I am unsure of, besides a life.
current mood: depressed
current music: KMFDM - Ultra
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12:19 am - SHINJI IS A BITCH!
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| Friday, May 24th, 2002
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1:08 pm - damn my lazy ass
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Someone motivate me damn it! I got a shitload of History work to do plus I have to read a book and do a research paper done before school ends...argghhh fuckk meeeee! I kind of wish I was in school, I don't feel the need to work when I'm at home. In school, I have nothing better to do but this work but at home there's so much to do! I need to step away from the computer for a bit today to do HW...*sniff*
current mood: blank
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| Thursday, May 23rd, 2002
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9:35 pm - me = moron
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Ack, finally able to spend a decent amount of time on my blasted computer! I slept with my contacts in on Sunday night and it has been HELL ever since. It was so nice, coming home after seeing Star Wars...but nooo I had to be a shmuck and forget to take them out.
Ever since then, I have been hiding in the dark, my eyes dripping with tears. It's horrid. It's improving thank goodness, right eye is pretty good but the left can improve more.
Ah but today I have just been helping my mom out, assembling stuff, cleaning, shopping. I am tired! wehhh someone hit me for not posting, I am an asshole ;_; *hugs her Mog!*
current mood: accomplished
current music: X Japan - X
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| Sunday, May 19th, 2002
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2:38 pm - wheeee
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Has been awhile since I wrote...
Been on the computer and watching Cowboy Bebop lately.
Today I have my tutor and tonight Tom offered to take me to see Star Wars Episode 2, I really wanted to see it so I said yes. It's been awhile since I went out anyways, been locked in the house too much >_< The movie was awesome though! Less Jar Jar Binx is a VERY good thing.
Going to put my new matress on my bed now, no more firm one, yay!
current mood: busy
current music: VNV Nation - Legion (anachron)
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| Thursday, May 16th, 2002
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11:51 am - bye bye money!
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The girl e-mailed me about the corset today, she gave me the info and all and is giving me such a great price for a custom corset! The details sound marvelous and I think it will look better than the one girl's corset who already cosplayed as Lulu...and that girl is also known for her great cosplaying! Anyways, blackrayne is making me the corset for half price, which is $75. Plus she said I could pay in installments so it shouldn't be that bad! I think I'll pay in full to avoid any mistakes on my behalf.
I gotta do some MAJOR whoring on eBay to afford all of this stuff! I wanna look pretty ;_;
Friends will be here for lunch soon so I shall go scurry.
current mood: bouncy
current music: Final Fantasy X - Other World
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| Wednesday, May 15th, 2002
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11:40 am - weeee
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Math tutor just left so I am online as usual, looking on eBay for materials for a Lulu costume if I do go to Otakon ^_^ I already won an auction for 50 belts for less than $15 which I'm happy about. Should just be enough to cover the bottom of her dress ^_^ Also bid on the shade lipstick & nailpolish she wears, one of the necklaces, earrings, LONG fake hair so I can make the braids extensions for the back of her hair, lace top thigh his, and of course, the Voodoo Mog! I'll eventually get this done...even if I don't go to Otakon I still want to make this costume damn it! I'm gonna go search for the rest of her jewelry now.
current mood: bored
current music: Spineshank - Full Circle
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